NuffnangX

Monday, February 09, 2004

assalamualaikum....

pernah tak korang rasa tersisih? rasa tak diperlukan? rasa terabai even oleh org yang korang sayang sekali... orang yg every now and then ada dalam kepala korang? kalau tak pernah... alhamdulillah... bagus la...

entah la... suddenly i feel like i've been ignored... feel like as if i am not that important anymore... feeling lonely.. feeling like i have no where to go.. feel like i have nobody that i can refer to... i feel sad... really sad... and i don't know what to do... i don't know where to go... and bila aku suara kan pendapat aku, boleh pulak aku ni dikata nak cari gaduh... cakap ngan aku pun kasar... sudahnya... aku tidur ngan air mata... aku buat keje pun ngan air mata... so sad... i feel so lonely....

friend... what should i do... i think it's better for me to go away... away from everybody... so that i can spend time for my self, alone... and as for them... may they find peace without me being around... insyaallah....

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