assalamualaikum....

yes i know... it's been a while since my last post... anyway... before that, HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE BROTHER, IWAN i went back to Kuantan last weekend... kejap je... coz after this, i mean, the whole april, weekend aku full...

mm.... banyak benda nak citer nih... ok... let me start with work first... skarang ni dapat attention lebih sikit from my puan... and nowadays, hidup aku pun takde la kena kacau dek 'lalat' dua ekor tuh..hehe.. jahat kan aku nih panggil orang lalat... well..memang pun lebih kurang cam lalat... menyibuk je... puan suh aku handle project skarang nih... ceh... rasa bangga la plak kan... one thing about puan... dia ni concern gila pasal my work... maybe sebab aku ni orang baru kot and this is the first time i'm doing this job... tapi serious... dia ni really supportive... everything yang aku buat, mana yg patut dia betulkan.. memang dia tegur la... but in a very good way.. very motivating... and i really appreciate it... seriously...

personal life.... when i was in kuantan... aku seboleh bolehnya nak pulihkan perasaan aku... one more thing, when i was there phone aku rosak... so, bit by bit... aku blajar jadi 'diam'.. you know.. tak kisah langsung about the phone... tak mengharap phone aku bunyi.... so, bila phone tu rosak... aku rasa tak la macam mengharap sangat... and i manage to control my feeling... tapi rindu nya aku kat dia tak leh la aku nak describe.... abang... both you and i know how much i love you.... and i think the whole world knows about it...

but then... hari ni... i've made a mistake... aku buat something yg dia tak suka actually.... and we had an argument starting from dia amik aku sampai la ke maghrib... sedih... i cried... bukannya aku sengaja... and i have my own reason for that... tapi bila aku explain, it seems like aku buat citer kelakar pulak... sikit dia tak nak percaya and dia kata aku saja buat excuse... i don't know.... sedih giler aku rasa...

my dear love.... i am so sorry... tak de niat nak buat abang marah... please don't hate me...

gosh... aku rasa macam nak gila dah ni... dunno what to do...

emm... before i forget... i'm going to sabah this weekend... nak attend loly nya wedding...hmm... seronok kan? sampai dah time dia.. aku? bila lagi??? entah la... insyaallah.. kalau dah jodoh tak ke mana....

till then, assalamualaikum....