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Saturday, October 07, 2006

Question...

Assalamualaikum...

I have a question... " Why is it hard to please everybody??" I've tried my best to be one of the best... But it seems like still x cukup lagi. WHY? At least... Appreciate... Aku x mintak apa... Just appreciate what ever i've done... Susah ke?

Ntah la... Maybe salah aku jugak. Terlampau baik hati sangat. Terlampau tak kisah sangat.. Terlampau banyak sangat rasa kesian menengok orang lain... Terlalu berlembut.. Maybe... And disebabkan ni sumer... People take advantage of me.. That's what i think la...

Hello!!! I am a human being. And as a human being, i believe God created every one of us complete with feelings rite.. So, ketahuilah... Bahawa insan yg bernama Siti Radzlianda ni adalah ciptaan Tuhan yg Maha Agung... And i believe... Tuhan siapkan aku sekali bersama-sama dengan perasaan... So, treat me as a human. Can't u???

Seriously aku cakap la kan... Aku give-up... Orang kata.. Buat baik, dibalas baik... Tapi.. Ntahlah... Aku rasa, makin aku buat baik, makin orang x appreciate apa yg aku buat.. Makin sakit, sedih aku dibuatnya... So, what should i do? Don't tell me that aku kena ubah perangai/sifat aku? Melawan? Protes? Keras kepala? Hati kering? Uish... susahla... Coz aku dah penah pun try... And the result? Aku nangis.. Dihantui rasa bersalah... I'm not saying that aku ni budak baik or aku ni jenis yg menurut je kata orang... Tak reti melawan... Sometimes aku melawan gak... Bukan sometimes... I believe, skarang ni dah jadi selalu... Coz aku nak hide kelemahan aku tu... But everytime aku melawan, deep inside my heart, I cry... Tapi it is covered with perangai aku yg kononnya garang + bekeng + kuat melawan...

Dear God... Help me... Kuatkan iman dan tabahkanlah hati hamba Mu ini...

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Never Ever by All Saints

A few questions that I need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
I need to know what I've done wrong
and how long it's been going on
Was it that I never paid enough attention?
Or did I not give enough affection?

Not only will your answers keep me sane
but I'll know never to make the same mistake again
You can tell me to my face or even on the phone
You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know
Did I never treat you right?
Did I always start the fight?

Either way, I'm going out of my mind
all the answers to my questions
I have to find


My head's spinning
Boy, I'm in a daze
I feel isolated
Don't wanna communicate

I'll take a shower, I will scour
I will rub
To find peace of mind
The happy mind I once owned, yeah

Vexing vocabulary runs right through me
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling
won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When you gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right

I'll keep searching
Deep within my soul
For all the answers
Don't wanna hurt no more

I need peace, got to feel at ease
Need to be.
Free from pain - going insane
My heart aches, yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my head
The alphabet runs right from A to Z
Conversations, hesitations in my mind
You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy,
I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong
I'm just waiting
'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low
When ya gonna take me out of this black hole?
Never ever have I ever felt so sad
The way I'm feeling yeah, you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find
I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind
I've Never ever had my conscience to fight
The way I'm feeling, yeah, I just don't feel right

You can tell me to my face,
You can tell me on the phone,
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know

You can tell me to my face
You can tell me on the phone
Uh, You can write it in a letter, babe
'Cause I really need to know

You can write it in a letter, babe
You can write it in a letter, babe

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