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Monday, March 17, 2008

Al-fatihah

Assalamualaikum...

"Saya balik kg... Adik saya mamat... Just passed away... Accident..."


He called me around 10 sumthing in da morning. Tapi sebab I was engaged ngn customer, aku biarkan je. And he send me tat sms. The moment I received that sms, I dunno how to respond. I'm speechless. Few times gak aku baca the sms. Macam x percaya. So, I called him. But he din respond. Pastu he called me back. Dia tengah packing baju nak balik kg. Bleh dengar kesedihan dia even he tried to act normal.

Sepanjang hari aku teringatkan arwah. M not tat close to him. Tapi aku kenal la dia siapa. Penah la jugak kitorang kuar sama2 dulu2. And he always compare me with him. Coz kitorang same age tp adik dia x mcm aku. Adik dia cool je. Aku ni kuat merajuk. Arwah dah kawen last 2 years if i'm not mistaken and ada baby girl. According to him, Mamat is on his way nak pegi sekolah - he's a teacher. Tu je la yg aku tau stakat ni. I think it's not appropriate utk aku tanya kat dia macam2 skarang ni.

Actually, smalam before tido, tetiba aku terfikir. Apa akan jadi kat aku bila husband aku meninggal esp when anak aku still kecik lagi. And tetiba pagi ni aku dpt this news. And now... I'm wondering how mamat's wife now. Yea, i know. Surely dia tengah bersedih. If I'm in her situation, aku sendiri tak tau nak imagine mcmana aku masa tu. I'm sorry for her.

Apa yang aku harapkan.. Semoga dia tabah menghadapi hari2 mendatang. And semoga roh mamat dicucuri rahmat Allah dan ditempatkan ditempat org2 beriman. Insyaallah.

Al-fatihah...

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