assalamualaikum....

i'm not in the good mood actually... not only for today... but this kind of feeling keep on bothering me since these few days... and i know... there's someone out there has started to feel bored with my attitude... yeah... i know.. you don't have to hide....

well... it all started in a sudden... i feel like being ignored... being neglected.... yeah.. i know.. i know.... it's just my feeling.. but... it shows... you don't miss me the way you miss me before... and it hurts... you don't even need me anymore... i cried... yup... i cried... a lot...

i've tried to be rational... but i can't... i've tried not to be so excited with the relationship anymore... not because i don't love you... but i just don't want to get hurt...

*when saying 'i love you' to me while others are around would humiliate you... it shows where should i stand... *

but my love... whatever it is... i still love you... and will always do... and i never hate you... and will never do...